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Faey Szeuw was a former state employee who left her mundane life in California and ventured overseas into the tropics of Philippines to discover herself.
Faey is now on her journey to unleashing her authentic self…the Superwoman inside.
She loves sunshine, ocean, fresh air, pure water, and real food.. And enjoys nature, yoga, photography, working out, laughing, hiking, cooking, and learning.
Come along with her on the ride and discover practical ways of elevating your life.
Her blog is dedicated to share those exciting adventures and juicy findings.
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Read More – History…
Letter from Faey:
Dear Guest,
Just to get a little more acquainted, I want to share with you a very personal story about how I came to creating this blog.
As a teenager, my teacher referred me to the school counselor. I had mood swings. Later I was sent to a state psychologist for further probing. After, looking at countless silhouettes of black ink spots and disclosing my emotional stories to a stranger, I was told for sure I had bipolar disorder and should probably consider taking medication. I didn’t like that at all.
Back then, I didn’t know I was feeling what I was feeling because my body was going through all sorts of teenage hormonal changes. This had caused many of the chemical imbalances in my body. Plus, it’s simply a part of being a woman. Apart from that, lack of proper nutrition also caused imbalance in the body. Really, I needed to process my emotion instead of bottling it in.
However, none of these ‘specialists’ considered these into their calculation. They were to eager and quick to slap a label on me. Luckily, I had the sanity at the time to realize, “Hey, I don’t feel right about this…there’s must be a natural, healthier alternative to handling my roller coaster mood swings.” Luckily, I didn’t go under any type of anti-depressant pill. (Thank goodness!)
My life was lead aimlessly with no focus. I was swimming in a game called life with no sense of purpose, goals, or game plans. Not understanding myself. And most of all, I hated myself and was utterly disgusted by my own ugliness in so many ways.
Until one early autumn morning at the age of 17 – That day is still so vivid for me. I remember sitting on the curb of the school yard near one of my high school classrooms just brushing the fallen dead leaves wearily with my foot. And thinking to myself how much I despise my own existence. I mean, I really could not stand my own company. Felt so alienated from the world and just like a complete flaw that I am such a disappointment in my own eyes. Feeling so unworthy in so many ways I deemed myself. But from the exterior, no one would even know that I hated Faey. I was normal and probably just labelled as a bored teenager like any other typical teen.
That autumn morning was the day I stumble into a glimpse of pure consciousness –awakened by accident. My self-hatred just dissipated into thin air. I had never felt so alive and wonderful. So light and ecstatic. I was totally free from all my negative thoughts that were clouding my mind…I mean all of them. It was one of the greatest revelation-moments in my life. For the very first time, as far as I could remember (at that point in time) the universe and I melted together. I felt as if we were one. Things never look so crystal clear and alive. At that point, things seemed so tangible and real.
Everything from the sky, dirt, leaves, to the breeze, and high school students walking by seem so vivid. Never had the autumn leaves looked so magnificent and colourful. The colours were incredible—so vibrant! The trees look so peacefully still and majestical. I was in complete awe, filled with deep sincere appreciation for everything I was eying at. Totally marvelled by the beauty of the world as it is. I remember questioning myself, “Have I been asleep this whole time?”
Deep in amazement, I no longer felt lost, alone, or misunderstood by the world and everyone in it. Everybody I knew and didn’t know seemed to be drawn to me. I felt like I was their long lost sister, friend, or relative. There were no strangers. Not even judgment existed in this realm of reality. It was as if I was connected to everyone and everything…in every way possible. I recall chatting away and feeling so wonderful like I was walking on clouds without a care in the world. I felt like I was floating or gliding through air. It was amazing. I was in such deep appreciation for all things around. Whomever I met was a friend. I could even feel people’s heart open to me. My anger, frustration, unhappiness, problems, family issues, and awkwardness were of no matter.
To my surprise, this glimpse of bliss only lasted three days. Just as it had miraculously and mysteriously opened, it now had mysteriously closed its gateway to me. (So it seemed.)
Since that taste of total bliss, it has driven me to go on an inner journey to seek out the KEY to unlock the gateway of awakening. So that I may go home to myself and dwell in this pure awaken state. Live there instead of a lackadaisical state, lost wandering.
After a taste of this pure deep awakening reality, I can never go back to being a wanderer. That old life is but a distant memory. I can never go back to it nor want to return and it is too unreal to be lived now. I can not pretend it had not happened. I can not deny that such a vivid awaking experience had not occurred. No, that would be denying that I ever EXISTED.
So through the years, I’ve stumble in and out. Got glimpses of awakening and then my hectic lifestyle snaps me back into the hectic everyday so called life. Sometimes losing sense of who I really am—a loving beautiful being. Instead a grouchy, mean, impersonal, blank out Faey shows up. Mistake after mistake. Lesson after lesson. Step after step. Along this uncharted personal journey of adventure back to myself.
Now the blog is born; inspired from my experience and other women who also forged their own road back to their true self. This blog is dedicated to sharing those experiences with others who want to journey within—to their genuine self. I am simply sharing the routes I took, the things I found, and the adventures I encounter. I hope to direct those like me who are searching for the very same things. Others, who are going on their own similar personal journey; perhaps, I can point out some tools and pathways that I have used and traveled on that might be a benefit to them in their own path as it had worked for me.
Just like me, this blog is a living breathing entity…also growing and unfolding itself to the world.
If you have any suggestions or requests, please feel free to contact and let me know your inputs. It’s not just a blog about Faey but a blog dedicated for all women with similar goals and desires to delve deep within themselves and bring out their very best. Unleashing your genuine loving self and sharing that radiance with the world.
With love and peace,
P.S. I read all comments. Be sure to leave me yours & let me know what you think.
“You are in a continual state of growth and evolution, shedding old ideas and habits and developing new ones. It doesn’t matter where you are coming from; all that really matters is where you are going. And where you are going is only limited by your own imagination.” -Brian Tracy
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